I'm feeling the same (and I've only got a garden to worry about).
I've been so excited this last few months, buying all the stuff I need, checking re-checking the checking the seeds once more.
But now.................I'm full of fear wih just a tinge of excitement.
I keep feeling that Spring and Summer will come and go and I'm still stood still faffing about and forgetting to plant stuff.
I'm even dreaming about making a mess at it.
My main worry is continual sowing, I'm very organised in every day life but just worry about this veg growing shinanigans.
Sorry to rant but I babble on when I'm worried
Karen x