Hello sorry to hear of your loss, theres been 6 funerals at my local church since March 2020 the first one was on lock down day with 5 people 4 family and the vicar for a grave side funeral pall bearers had to go ahead 5 minutes before the family to place the coffin then leave, 2nd one was day after lock down was lifted that had that wad inside service maximum 15 people the next 2 were 15 max then we had one that had 200 stood on the road with police presence last one was 15 people you'll never get over your loss but hopefully your church will do a large memorial service indoors or outdoors when times get better jezza