I dont know what to do with myself, my hearts racing and i feel sick.
The vet is here doing our TB test and I'm a bag of nerves, same as always when its done. It makes me ill with worry that i dont think its worth keeping cattle any longer.
They have started with my Highlands. All the cows are heavily in calf, its just the pits.
2hours to go and it will be over and we'll know one way or the other.
Sorry for taking it out on you lot