No I dont think you are a wuss. Its better than having it suffer though.
Anyone who has done it has had to face the 1st time.
I think the hardest thing was knowing that the time had come and i had got to do it. I was quite nervous the night before as I had planned to do it 1st thing the next morning.
The act itself was very quick and calm. I imagined lots of flapping and squawking but there was none of that.
Once it was done I too felt calm and very much relieved that it had gone to plan and that i had seen it through.
I did think (all in my mind i'm sure) that the other chickens looked at me different that day.
Even when i have to do it now, It doesnt fill me with dread but i'm not at the stage yet that i can just do it without feeling anything.
I cant do it either if someone is watching, not that my hubby would be able to watch he'd have passed out by that stage
Whatever you decide, you know we are all behind you